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The solution to almost any given problem...
is a proper amount of wine/beer;)
cheers and have a really good weekend everyone:) 17 Januar InsomniaFONT>
Insomnia© By David J. Egner
Have you ever been in your bed just staring at the ceiling? Thoughts rushing through your mind with no idea of what you're feeling. The numbers on the clock seem to laugh in your face. It would be so much better if these thoughts could be replaced. The time will soon be four and you have to be up at eight. When the sun comes up you will kick yourself for staying up so late. But it wasn't your choice to toss and turn all night. It's because your mind and body were in a continuous fight. And it's a no holds barred match, in which the mind likes to fight cheap. Punching you with thoughts while your body just wants to sleep. This nightly battle is as bad as Armageddon. Because you never know which thoughts your mind is going to let in. Maybe something from early that day or something buried for years. Maybe a thought that makes you happy or one that brings you to tears. And just when the battle is over and you curl up cozily on your arm You close your eyes and scream inside as you listen to the wailing alarm. Frustrating.
This poem rally says it all tonight.
Wanna put my head on "hold"
Maybe it's not so weird that I can't sleep..
I've been asleep most of the past two days:-P
And my head is going towards "overload"
I've realized something today.
And the words "I'm sorry" fell on stone ground...
Too little, too late.
But I do mean it!
I do miss your friendship.
What else is there??
Secrets to keep, never tell.
Not even now, when everything falls down like a house of cards.
Insomnia.
I guess I'll lie here a bit longer.
Thinking.
Getting my head straight.
05 Dezember Some perspective in life..It has been quite a while since my last entry here, for several reasons. Some periods of time the urge to express myself in writing is stronger than other, or atleast in such a public place like this. Well, today I’ll surprise youJ I’m baaack! Maybe just for this one entry, but never the less it’s more than these last few months. So I’ll take it from there. Life is slowly going by, day by day, no big news in my little end of the world. Today I’m just sitting here, silently, thinking of everything that I should be grateful for. I have so much to appreciate, so much to enjoy. It’s all about having perspective in life!! I have two perfect angels sleeping upstairs, and even though they can make me almost go crazy from time to time they are here! They are here, healthy, happy and just perfect!! And even though I don’t like thinking about it, not all parents are that lucky. From time to time I follow a few fellow bloggers, with quite another point of view. Some of them has severly ill kids, some of them has lost theirs. Some of them I can’t ever forget, I can never forget their pain or the way they managed to let the world follow their path of life. Some can make me cry, their pain is just to real, and their hoplessness and desperation reach out from the computer and touches everyones heart. Some make me think, some make me question every piece of healthcare we have, some give me hope and some make me realize that humans are truly amazing creatures. We can rize and look foreward after been put trough an extreme amount off pressure and pain. I truly admire the ones that are able to stand up straight under such pressure, and I hope I’ll never will find out anything around the fact that I have this strenght or not. This is just another thank you for giving me perspective, for letting me and all other readers into you lives. Thank you for making me appreciate little things, like beeing able to hug my kids, bake gingerbread cookies with them for christmas and have to nag to make them do their homework and eat their veggies. I’ll leave you with some of my fav sites, check them out if you want.. (mostly norwegian, some swedish…) http://www.familjeliv.se/hem/therese6699/presentation.php (I have been writing about this little brave angel before, titled Tille lille) (living with a severly ill child, and fighting the system of Norway) (when life takes unexpected, cruel twists…) http://minchley.blogspot.com/2006_02_01_archive.html (I linked this site from 2006, so that you don’t have too search to see my point…)
Jiiz… this got kinda depressive… didn’t it… well, that was not my point…. My point is, that in spite of what we go through, life gets better someday. We can rize, even from the worst senarios. Even if we really don’t think so. 08 August 9 år:)> Martine 9 years old:))
My sweet girl, mamas angel.
The world's greatest big sister, at least when you want's to;)
And even if you LOVE to bug your brother, you sure stands up for him, and misses him sooooooo much if he's gone for a little while.
And so does he, when you are gone!!
My dancer, my football player, my princess and my toy-boy.
You are so much, sweety!!
Such a girly-girl, with lip-gloss and dresses,
Turning your closet up-side-down every morning in your hunt for clothes matching whatever acessories you have decided for.
And at the same time in the top of trees and dirty from top till toe,
With your beloved new football shoes ready to go.
You stand up for your friends,
And you know when to say "I'm sorry"
You always tries to include everyone.
(even though your brother sometimes gets pushed aside when you want the girls all to your self;D) Happy 9th Birthday
We love you just soooooooo much!!
Hope you have a great day at your dad's
Your presents waits, and you know we'll have a big party when school starts, just like we always do, sweety!!
06 Mai Ooop.. delayed again....Once again, this is an entry that is rather delayed.. I'm sorry...
I realized that I must be kind of slow...
I have not seen that my sis put these pics in our shared files....
I forgot my cam that day, so I was waiting on hers...
Well, I finally found them, thanks to a friend telling me that he put something else in another shared files..LOL
I have a sister living in Sweden, and she has been there for over twenty years now.
Naturally, over the years, we loose some of the close touch..
She was here the summer my daughter was born, and the summer after,
on my daughters first birthday, we were in Sweden with her on a summer vacation.
The year after, my sister came to Norway for my wedding.
But since then, I have hardly seen her.
My son, Mathias turned six this year, and this was his very first meeting with his aunty.
Well, both my kids have spoken with her on msn and web cam,
but you all know that's not the same...
Well, we got amazing weather!!
The fist and only day so far this year with temperatures for skirts and t shirts..
As you can see from the pics, Mathias fell totally in love with aunties dog,
a Siberian Huskey called Nikki:)
All the pics are taken at a museum area in Aalesund, quite a beautiful place!!
Hope to see you more frequently Christin!!
Come home to Norway!! 20 März Victoria Isabell update:)Just for show...
Aunties angel is getting sooo big already..
Isn't she just adorable??
I really, really need to pay her a visit soon!! Actually haven't seen her yet.. :-/ Kalle & Tina, just wait until she's big enough to fly on her own!!! Lol, can I then please steal her sometimes?? 09 März Where are they??So, another night shift going towards the end..
I guess I haven't done all that much in here anyways??
Everyone always tells me that it's the thought that counts...
Does that count here too??
Because if it does, I have truly updated alot here these last few days..
I THOUGHT about updating all my lists...
I THOUGHT about deleting all dead links etc..
I THOUGHT about a few themes for my blogging...
I THOUGHT about changing my layouts..
So, yes, I have done quite a bit in here... oh, yes!!
Tonight is the last of the three nightshifts this week, so...
Well, maybe I get more done next week:-P
One thing I did get to do on the other hand, is wisiting most of my fellow space bloggers.
But where in the world have most of them gone??
One space after another, left in silence for months.
Strange really, how we can be totally addicted to something, and then just let it go.
I've done it too!!
When our worlds are changing, one has to have his/hers priorities straight,
and naturally enough,
something like this gets left hangin until better days.
Well, just so you know, I miss reading alot of those bloggs!!
All of them were thoughtful bloggs, insightful, inspiering..
*Shouting all over bloggville*
"Come back!!!!"
Well, I guess there are a lot of other exciting spaces too...
I'll search for some new ones to follow too..
But still want my old pals to return.
It's friday now... In a couple of hours I'm off duty here, hurry home to get som sleep.
Get my stuff packed and into the mess of a car I have..
(I'll try to find the time to clean it soon... promise!)
And then... off we go!!
Taking my kids to our cabin, really,really looking foreward to that now.
Haven't seen them all that much this week, and miss spending time with them..
They have been quite a bit at their dads because of me working nights this week..
So, this weekend we are just going to have a great time,
enjoy everything and visit friends and family.
Just hope the weather won't turn on us..
The weather forcast said storms actually....
Right now it's spring temperatures and a clear, stary sky.
Please, please, stay that way!!
My mom kicks ass by the way.
How in the hell is it even possible for me to have such a cool mom??
I'm just me, and she... well, she is so funny!!
Her blogging is truly coming along, (links further down.) and oh my god!!!
She makes me laugh!! LOL!!
Her entry for yesterday were just plain excellent!!
So this is for you mom!!!!
07 März Night-ride:-PThis new job of mine is most likely to be really positive in one aspect of my life!
My space will again be a bit more updated.
I know I have left it more or less just hanging these last months.
Well, enjoy my night ride.
Have to have something to do inbetween chores and responcibility here,
and when it comes to keeping me awake and alert
my space is perfect:)
I just might begin to play mind games again:-P
A bit earlier tonight I was reading some info here,
and in one of them I found something by soren kierkegaard...
"If I should wish for something,
I would not wish for wealth nor power,
but opportunities.
The eye that everywhere
-forever young,forever burning-
sees the possibilities...."
I liked this one..
I think it was a nice wish.
People are too good in seeing their limits,
accepting things as they are.
Everyone needs to be able to see more of their possibilities.
To be all that we can be.
To reach for the skyes.
We are not made for just excisting!
We are made for exploring, for living, for beeing alive.
Seize your own possibilities, there are always more than you think.
And we all need someone to rely on,
to help us through the jungle of dead ends and golden streams.
To have someone objective, reliable and trustworthy,
to help you see the other sides of whatever subject you are stuck in.
To all my friends,
both in real life, and the ones on the net.
thanks!!
And speaking of friends, here's something from a dear space friend!
It's just beautiful!!
I
Thanks Caroline, for this wonderful gift!! It made my day! Mwaaaaah:-) 05 März Dancing the day away.Another busy weekend over and done with:-p
As for me, it has been work, work and even more work the whole week.
Changes at my workplace results in a rather though period for me in the nearest future.
Or in six weeks to be exact.
But I know I can handle that too:)
Really quite adorable too, since it means going from old people with diapers size xxl to a tiny little 5 month old:)
I love babies!! I really do!!
And it might result in more activity in here, hopefully,
since I'm doing loads of nightshifts, with my laptop as only company:)
Saturday I left work early, wanted to be able to be there for my Princess in her dance contest. The kids were with their dad this weekend, so they picked me up,
to help with hair and dressing for the different dances.
Martine and Jone are getting rather good,
they made me go totally wow in their standard dances!!
I'm soooo proud of them!!
They have really improved since their last contest!!
I must say, if they both want to keep on dancing,
I'm looking forward to see what they can accomplish!
As usual it was a looong day, over 7 hours, so Mathias got rather tired and impatient at the end. No wonder!!
He ended up falling asleep on his dad's lap, sooo cute!!
This contest will be shown on tv2 sebra,
next sunday, the 11th
15.30
So, get in front of the tv, and enjoy all the kids
and all the fenomenal adult profesional couples!! 26 Februar Just having fun:)Put up a few new pics from these last few days...
(the album called "some fun")
Or the skating is over a week ago, when the weather were really cold and the lake was just perfect!!
Now we have a more spring like temperature, and the ice is all gone, so new activities must be found.
Yesterday we visited the aquarium in Aalesund.
Had a really fun time, especially in the kids zone, where they can touch whatever they want, fish for crabs and just enjoy themselves while getting to know a bit more about different sea creatures. So even though my kids are quite used to play by the sea, this is quite a different adventure. And what's really fun in here is actually climbing on the rocks... I know.. Going to an aquarium to climb on rocks... But still, kids love it, and that's all that counts. Bought ourselves a year entrance card this time, so we better use it a bit:-P Lol, I guess that will be no probs!!
After the aquarium we drove to catch a movie too. (this is what happens when we have to have a weeks fun in one day!!)
We choose an adorable family film called "Arthur and the minimoys" We all liked it, both exciting and sweet, and even my 5 year old were totally paralyzed the whole time!! He even forgot to drink his soda!! LOL
I guess this one has to find it's way into our dvd collection!!
Just a quick footnote at the end: check out my mom's site!!
Really funny, and quite a few really nice poems. My mom is quite somthing, and I love her to pieces!!
09 Februar Wow!! I'm my fav creature!!
08 Februar UpdateDamned.
How ever did this happen??
I have actually turned 30!!
And you know what?
It feels quite great:-)
It's been quite some time since my last entry here now.
I'm still alive.
Just kinda got the writers block.
Started loads of entries, but still can't finish any.
Or not enough time.
Or something in between.
My head is too full and mixed up, makes it hard to sort things down.
Life is complicated, life is easy,
life is everything in between,
but still GREAT. 13 Januar Victoria!!!
Born January 8. Wishing u all the happiness in the world!! Big hugs and congratulations to the new parents:-)
03 Januar Happy New year!!!A brand new year. 365 new days to use just as you please.
And as for 2006; good ridden's!!
Our Christmas celebration this year was in Trondheim, further up north in Norway from where I live. We stayed at my mom's house, as you probably already have seen from my pics:-p
We had a really nice time, even if my sweet little sister (yes, she is little!!! At least in my mind, I know she's soon 18!!) had to cave in and stay in bed for a few days. She turned sick...
And so did we when we got home again...
So much for New Years Eve ey???
Well, only fair, 2006 ending in the same way it has been. Rather crappy.
But now, welcome 2007!! May you be better than the one before you!!
Quite a few things to wait for this year...
My brother and his girlfriend is expecting their baby soon... And I'm soon an aunt:-)
Weee!!! I will spoil that little angel:-P
I'm going to Denmark:-) Just for fun!!
I'm turning 30!! (eh.. ok.. nothing to be exited over!!)
I'm going on another trip, a 30 years gift, but haven't decided yet..
My son is turning six, and will start school this year.
There might be some changes at work for me in the nearest future, nothing decided yet...
And more to come......
Wishing everyone a really great year!!
Love, hugs and loads of kisses!! 13 Dezember fortune...??On my site on Orkut, everyday we get today's fortune.
So... On my site todaY:
Today's fortune:
Serious trouble will bypass you Geeez..... I'll say. 29 November Time for school.. Already???>
Mathias's first taste of school.
Now, it's really, really, really too far ahead to next autum..
Or atleast he thinks so.
The truth is it will go by so quickly.
And I bet he'll miss his kindergarten when the day is finally here.
Where did time flie??
Soon both my kids are school kids..... 21 November I wonder....I wonder....
If I really had a crystal ball...
Would I have the guts to check out what lies ahead??
I guess it would have been great as long as the future was lying there, perfect and bright.
But seriously, how often is that the whole reality??
To know about the good parts, I guess I would have to take a peak at the not so good stuff too.
Would I have been ready for that?
Would anyone at all be prepared for something like that??
But never the less...
It would have been handy sometimes...
When you are standing with different options..
Should you jump...... Or just place your feet even better in the ground??
Well, guess I'll have to find the answers without my crystal ball...
Abt my entry dated 24 march...
For those of you who read it back then, I didn't tell you the whole story.
This blog is actually ABT a co-worker of mine..
Early march this year she had an car accident at work.
No damage to her, or at least so we thought..
Then she acted a bit funny at work a couple of days later and left for the doctor.
Nothing wrong.
The next day she woke up, with no memory what so ever.
Can you imagine the horror??
Now, the calendar tells me it's late November.
She has still no memory.
All she knows, is what she has learned these 8 months..
But..
Now she has been with a healer...
And she told her that her memory will return..
This I find kind of interesting...
I must admit..
How is it that one person can "see" what no doctor or technical equipment can??
This I can talk ABT for hours....
But I'll leave it with the fact that I will keep you updated..
If this really works..... Omg...
I hope it does.... For her... And for her kids and family.
Keeping my fingers crossed.
02 November winter welcome??/FONT>
Brrrrr.......
It's getting rather cold here now.
The first snow has arrived, and the kids are thrilled.
Well, I'm not all that overexcited...
Really, I wanna skip winter this year...
It's just so cold.... And dark.
Dark when I leave for work, and dark when I returns..
And I do not look forward to cold mornings, shuffling snow, not getting my car to start....
Wet clothes, cold feet, cold kids.
Anyone getting the idea??
I DON'T WANT WINTER!!!
To bad it's not for me to decide.
Usually I enjoy the shifts of the seasons, but not this time.
Oh my, I'm such a nag!!! LOL
I'll just shut up now:-)
Or better, I'll just focus on the positive things:-)
Hot chocolate in front of the fire, Christmas, skiing trips, snowmen, snowball fights....
Skating, marshmellows and bread on a fire...
Angels in the snow, sledge riding, snow castles with lights in...
Trips in the dark with flashlights..
I must agree with one thing....... The world looks totally different when covered in snow, that's for sure.
It's like a new beginning, getting a new pair of papers and pencils handed out.
Maybe winter aint all bad after all. 20 Oktober CrystalballI just loooooove this song......
So, I share it with you.. :-)
Wishing you all a great weekend!!
Crystal Ball (Keane)
Who is the man I see where I'm supposed to be? I lost my heart, I buried it too deep under the iron sea. Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball, Save us all, tell me life is beautiful, Mirror, mirror on the wall. Lines ever more unclear, I'm not sure I'm even here, The more I look the more I think that I'm starting to disappear. Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball, Save us all, tell me life is beautiful, Mirror, mirror on the wall. Oh, crystal ball, hear my song, I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong, So put me where I belong. I don't know where I am, and I don't really care, I look myself in the eye, there's no one there. I fall upon the earth, I call upon the air, but all I get is the same old vacant stare. Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball, Save us all, tell me life is beautiful, Mirror, mirror on the wall. Oh, crystal ball, hear my song, I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong, So put me where I belong. 19 Oktober So the truth steps forewardThere is a couple of things I don't get.
As for me, I really try to be there for my friends.
I really do.. Maybe I fail sometimes, but I do try.
Is a true friend capable of not caring??
Is it possible for a true friend not to see past his/hers own emotions??
Is it to be a friend to turn away from you, when you are drowning??
Just to return when you get your head above water and tell you that they are glad you got up on your own??
And not even bothering to ask if you are ok??
Maybe I am strange, maybe I ask too much. I don't know.
Maybe I'm just being difficult, I know I can be that.
But what I do know is that if the tables were turned, I would react quite different.
And I'm sorry, no mater how much people pretend to care, it's these things that gives them away.
I guess I see things more clearly now.
Everyone needs to know who to trust.
And I wonder if my list of friends needs an evaluation.
However hard that might be. 13 Oktober HollidaysHad some wonderful days together with my kids, in our cabin. The weather was unbelievable, but cold. We used our time just enjoying our self, playing cards and ludo, arguing and laughing.. A lot of laughing actually. Got some amazing movie clips of them, too bad the quality is quite poor. My cell phone is still at the shop, so I used an really old one... Not all that good I'm afraid. I need a new cam.... Put up some new pics though:-)
During my holiday, an sms has been flying through Norway. It asks you to describe the person sending it to you with one word, and one word only, and to send it to ten of your friends.
To define a person with just one word.... That's both difficult and easy. Most persons I knew just what to write back. Others were more of a mind puzzle.
And when I got my response, I sat down for a while, just looking at them. Kinda weird, this is what those ten persons feels about me, who they think I am.
Some made me think, and most of them really hit home. And I realized who really knows ME, right NOW.
1.Honest
2.Rootless
3.Energetic
4.Good hearted
5.Unbelievably fantastic nice (yeah, I know... This is more than one word.. Still... Loved it!! LOL)
6.Positive
7.loyal
8.Exciting
9. (Ståpåjente) Hmm.. how do I translate that????
10.Emotional
*there are so many exiting persons out there!!!*
I have a dilemma..... My dog..... Should he stay or should he go...
Pro Sinbad
I love him
My kids love him.
My Cat loves him.
He's darned cute...
He's kind
He's patient
(damned....I can't find more pro's???)
Con Sinbad
He smelles!! Really bad!! My whole house smells of him.
He shits everywhere..
I have dog hair everywhere.. A lot!!
He's getting old.
He's not getting enough attention.
He's not getting enough exercise.
He's barking when left outside.
He's barking when left inside.
He's barking when left anywhere at all.
He wakes me up almost every night because he have to go outside.
He pukes a lot... Dunno why...
The neighbors complains about the barking.
He's starting to ignore me when he does something wrong. Or has his hearing suddenly gotten worse:-P
I'm working a lot, he's home alone quite a bit.
He's remarkably more insecure.
I tremble over him wherever I go.
He does not like other male dogs.
Really don't know what to do... It's something about taking on the responsibility of a pet in the first place. I'm not one to give up when it's most suitable for me. I'm really not like that. But still, at some point I have to evaluate my options.When things no longer seems to function as they should. I don't know why, maybe he's sick, maybe he's acting up because my x-husband moved out. But this is getting to the extent that it's getting unbearable in periods. Other periods are fine, just the smell... (Yuck!!!) But when he barks all damned night... Well, that can drive anyone crazy.
I'll look over my pro and cons a couple more times. Still it's not easy. I love him to pieces. Well, maybe he'll just stay. We'll see...
06 Oktober Finally..Wooooa!!!
Finally!!
I found the charger to my cam.
So, I know it's late, but some pics...
From my daughter and her best friends birthday party,
and a dancecontest in Aalesund..
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